the end of a chapter

finally, home sweet home plus 3 months hols! :)
it wasn't that easy gettin' this far.. especially when each and every single day before the last day of the exams was a total dread.. but it's funny that somehow I can safely say that although yeah.. it was a chore studying in the lib from morn till late.. I somehow enjoyed it, the process of going through thick and thin with your friends. you may think i'm crazy, but that's how i feel really.

it's an irony that i chose to leave rh for kr, but sometimes I think to myself.. ponder upon my decision-making process.. thinking if I was being selfish for leaving my friends. 2 semesters in rh really changed my life. i got to know and get close to friends that I never ever wanna forget, friends who took care of me, and friends who made hall life really really enjoyable! those were the days! table tennis, piano and pool, genting trip, ihg and trainings, the many many room sessions, pigging on chocolates and jelly, gg to westcoast plaza, tasty aunty supper, studying at engine and central lib and rh lib, watching movies at nite, and so many other episodes that will always be the parts of my memories in rh that i will never forget for a long time. and all these episodes of course, would have been void if not for the great friends that i've made thru the past year. come next sem i'm gonna be a year 2 alr.. its hard to believe that i've grown. i think im really getting more matured! :-) when next sem starts, im no more a teenager like i am now. haiz.. why do i have to bid goodbye to so many many things.. is saying goodbye the hardest thing to do? :'(( gahhh... c'mon man, it's the hols, it's time to catch up with friends, do whatever you wanna do, sleep as much as you like.. haha, at least i can say for sure im not bidding goodbye to studying, coz im studying jap again. gotta revise a lot these few days coz everything i learnt is at the back of my memory, and it's gonna take some effort to dig them out again. =X of coz... for a long long time that i've not exercised, for all the sinful snacking, I've accumulated too much fats that i cant even wear my denim 3 quarters anymore =( for that i'm so gonna work my ass off and swim as often as I can! I really really need lots of drive and motivation man. not until the fats are gone im not gg fer steppers trials ;) maybe that's enough motivation :)